Soul is Tearing Apart

My new blog.

Today I woke up with a panic attack because I was late for class. I've been waking up on my belly lately, and I never sleep on it. My belly ring fell off and I could only find the ring itself, not the stud to connect it.

Back to my depression.. It was unpleasant and I ended up skipping class altogether. My soul felt like it was dying this morning. Everything was bothering me and upsetting me.

I took up smoking. It calms my anxiety to some degree.

This entry is not very well written. As I said, not in a happy mood. I'm not in a bad mood either.. I just don't care about anything right now.
I need to take a vacation. By myself for two days just to collect myself.

I'm going to plan one. Maybe.